James Thomas

Never will ever be a time when our hands will touch again...
Never will ever be a chance when our worlds will collide...
Never will ever be a time when our eyes will stare in a one scenery...
Never will ever be a chance when our body will fit in an innocent hug...
Never will ever be a time when our lives will be on the same page...
for yours had stopped six years ago... and mine continues to move...

Never will ever be a chance when our laugh will burst in a room...
Never will ever be a time when our hug will touch...
Never will ever be a chance when our hands will entwined...
Never will ever be time when our words will comfort each other...
Never will ever be chance when our lives will be into one world...
For yours had stopped and move into a mystical world while mine is trap here on Earth...

19 years of breathing...seven years of friendship...
growing up together... learning life together...
oh~ Man I miss you!
your laughing eyes..
your jokes...
your lopsided grin..
your presence...
your sms at the middle of the night...
your bragging of girls and your notorious reputation in our campus...
our sleep over with friends...
you being the captain in our volleyball team while I your water girl and your cheerer...your sister... and your alibi with your mom...

I am adult now.... moving on... living a life...
while you are stuck on being nineteen...living in a different world...in different time
You were in the past and I can never go back...
and I asked myself what if six years ago on the night of twenty seventh of June...What if we stayed... What if I stayed the night of your birthday...
What if I didn't mind my exams the next day... What if I said yes when you asked ME/US to stay ... Would life had been different then?...
Would history be different then?
I can never dwell with -
What should have been...
What might have been...
What could have been...

Six years and the the wound has been just a scar now... a reminder of a friendship
a fleeting friendship... a friendship that had a definite beginning and a definite ending.