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I hate what I am becoming lately. I am being unreasonable and insecure. It's hard to be in a no-label-relationship because no matter how you hold on to your "YOU" that you know, somehow it changes you. In my case I am becoming insecure and doubting my self worth. It's difficult when you don't know where you stand. It's difficult when you are his least priorities and you can't complain. It's difficult when jealousy is fucking killing you but you have no right. It is difficult to be in-love with him but even more difficult not to be with him.