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"Today, I just want to disappear and be selfish" 

I hate this feeling like I am here but I don't belong here. Like someone cares but they don't. I want to be anywhere but here. I just want to be somewhere faraway from people who are judging me and hurting me right now. But my life is not like a movie where the girl in the story could leave everything and vanish. So I must be strong. Pretend everything is okay. Smile at the people who are actually breaking your heart and somehow I'll be okay.