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My apologies for being so unreasonable and overly sensitive lately. I blame it for the lack of sleep these days. I blame it to PMS.I blame it for that "bothered"feeling I have. I blame the universe for being so unkindly extra unfair to me.I blame those people who suffocate me.I blame this kind of world I am into. Yep. seriously, the childish and immature side is blaming everything and everyone except herself. However I know that whatever I am into, be it in a deep shit hole or in a bed of roses. It is only I, alone who are responsible with my feelings and I have a choice in which way I would react with everything. but sometimes I can't help but be unreasonable and a bitch.My apologies if those good people around me are suffering with my moods. I will do my best to be okay. Just give me time to get myself back. I miss her. I terribly miss her. I miss her genuinely laugh. I miss her good heart. I miss her grateful heart. I miss her laughing eyes. I miss her big mouth that's only meant for laughing. I miss her joyful outlook in life. I miss her optimism. I wonder where she is right now, Is she just there hiding?